FLASH. . . Stir Curiosities.

since i might not be able to post this on june 1st, i'm doing what i promised to do in my ten things blah blah...

I'M MOVING MY BLOG TO....

Kkkamae.multiply.com

see you there! leave a message in my tagboard!

Let's make memories Ü

melatonin is shooting up once more!!!

happy crushes in the house baby:

1) the cousin of my friend. GAWD. he's sooooooo...charming. rough-looking but sooooo kulit. a teaser, a big teaser. *i need a girl...* but he's from iloilo..yeah i know it's a far place but to hell with that, he's studying here in manila come second sem. wahooo.

2) the lead vocalist of the band hale. no joshing but man he's like the guy that appeared in my dream twice already. scary but yeah, the moles and all. saw their mtv the other day and i got goosebumps seeing the guy in my dreams onscreen. absurd? nah. i'm meeting him soon. haha =P

3) this guy i met in a party. adorableeee. but but he has a girl friend. KEEP OFF. again, don't wanna be called a wrecker. that's the worst thing someone could call me. even worse than a slut. or not. haha.

4) this guy i met in jrp. whooooosh. he's so suave. actually he's too pretty for me. i'm no big fan of pretty boys and hardknock hotties.

FYI--happy crushes are just happy crushes. all i have for them are mere admirations of their extra charm or good looks but more than that, i'm not really interested in.

starting may 18, ill be in makati. from morning til afternoon i'll be there (who knows even friday nights and saturday nights as well!). so to all my friends who live around the vicinity, be my movie partners and let's watch movies in between my breaks. haha =P

i went out with my old (boy)friend, chips last friday. wow, the last time we saw each other was, prom? LOOOONG TIME. and man, did we have a good time. don't get me all wrong, i'm not in "the zone." i was just up for a get together. plus, he is happily dating someone--who apparently is a friend of mine too. and i'm no wrecker, i abhor wreckers, so why would i be one, RIGHT?so anyway, we had dinner and coffee afterwards. finally, i had a nice closure with an ex. haha.

by the time june comes...

1. i should have new blog. not here anymore, to dispose all the memories. all the non-user-friendly settings. and yes, to finally have a new background.

2. i should sport a new hairstyle. how about going bald? haha. curls? nah. rebond? nope. one length? don't think so. bsta new hairstyle.

3. i'll should have a lighter complexion. hahaha. enough of the morena gone haywire color.

4. i should be 5'8. hahaha. pilates and yoga MUST help me reach this really vital goal of mine.

5. i should have finished 3 books--middlesex. virgin suicides. the namesake.

6. i should've gotten my non-pro license already.

7. i must have stopped eating red meat, white meat and fish--according to correy wills it kills both the human race and the environment. i should have completely obliterated the words coke, sprite, rootbeer, powdered juice in my diet.

8. i should've finished the OC marathon and the Full House marathon. haha. and why not the one tree hill and desperate housewivs marathon as well.

9. i should've gone to pagudpod. and la union.

10. i should've earned atleast P10,000.

jon-d says i should mention him here. so jojo, this one's for you!

may is the month of flowers, albeit, one helluva month. 37 days more and i'm off to college. anitipiation is kinda out of the picture, hesitating? maybe. scared? who knows. lazy? i guess. so much to do, so little time.

went to steph's debut last night...actually i wasn't supposed to stay because we have a baby here at home--yes, it's mariel! but then steph introduced me two lovely gals that i automatically bonded with them, namely ALEX POTTER (my dearest soul biatch) and MAFFY SOLER (glorietta? glorietta! with who again? wahahah.) and then i saw my old TAC-mates and remembered my 3rd year makati days. hay, i'm getting older by the minute. sheesh. anyhoo, i saw some old friends too and it was so embarrassing because they are friends of my past flames and it was kinda awkward sharing the same night with them =S blah blah blah. had a great night, especially with my table buds, talk about mingling w cover girls and ramp favorites. even saw the borother of my sister's bestfriend, carru. apparently he's a part of Cal. hahaha crazy. sadly, had to go home early because we had a surprise thing for my dad who's celebrating his 56th birthday today so cheers to my dad!

i hope may brings better tidings. i know so. i feel so

the heat is really raging our hormones. it's so annoying. it's sweltering scorching hot. where is the rain when we need them the most? rar.

someone help me change my background. please. i'm seeing molds already. hahahaha =P

i'll fascinate you

for a while.

I WILL NOT STAY IF YOU ASK ME STAY DO NOT ASK ME TO STAY BECAUSE I WILL NOT STAY.

all you're going to feel is i'm tired. why do we always collide? stuck onto different sides.